A sad first

Today was a sad day for me. I did not go through the bed time routine with my daughter. She was actually asleep when I got home from work around 9pm. It was an extremely long day at school. I oversee intramurals and today was the 1st day to play. I thought I was going to make it home for a little bit since the alternative program goes home at 6 but I had a situation to deal with that kept me at school until 6:50pm. I had just enough time to drive around to get to intramurals at 7pm. Gabbi stayed with her dad tonight and I am sure he loved all the time he spent with her, I actually cried as I looked at her sleeping. Overwhelmed with just missing my daughter. Today there was something very very wrong with me only seeing her awake for an hour.